Tuesday 7 May 2013

day 7 | I'm most afraid of

Wanna know something really silly? My biggest fear at the moment is the silliest thing you've ever heard.

I can't wrap my head around big things coming out of small holes.

I know.

It's not particularly related to having {another} baby.

It's just the whole oozing, squooshy big thing and small hole thing.

I'm reminded of a cyst on my leg a number of years ago that saw me hospitalised for a week or so. When the doctor initially drained it, she packed it with gauze (to soak up the gunk inside), and the removal of the gauze was the most painful thing I have ever experienced. (Yes, even more painful than childbirth.) And it was horrible to look at. Big things out of small holes.


I said it.

But I can still see it, oozing, and squooshing.

Can you see it too?


  1. Well I can now! At least this time you will have a baby instead of some used surgical gauze.

  2. I had 2 C sections so I'm going to have to use my imagination ... Yup I can imagine what you're talking about. Ouch!


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